me: i never want to share my feelings with anyone again. also me:
From the Blog furreekattI have been thinking about this blog for a couple of weeks. I have sort of been wanting to go back to posting stuff as normal. Ideas flit through my head - funny stories from my teens, stuff about relationships, family, work, cats. But writing any of that would be disingenuous, because my head simply refuses to go into a space where I can share something lighthearted. I wouldn't want to force a funny story out just for the sake of it. It would probably make me feel worse about myself. I had a full blown panic attack a couple of days ago. This was the first major one since last November. My body seized up and I felt like I was going to die. Images of every hurtful event in my life kept flashing in my head, my ears were ringing and my breathing was labored. It felt like every bad pakistanblogs.blogspot.comRead Full Post
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