dilapidation
From the Blog furreekatt2019 has probably been the worst year of my life. Losing my grandfather last month took a huge emotional toll on me - it is something I don't think I can ever recover from. The weeks leading up to his death were stressful and painful enough, but the weeks after have been filled with debilitating agony. I can't think of a single reason to be happy anymore - any positive emotion I showcase is all a pretense. I feel trapped in my life - this is something that I have always thought (at least since the past 6 years), but the feeling has been by far the most overpowering this year. I wrote a post about being suicidal (which I removed) and another one that was sort of just me rambling about what was on my mind. I don't think I have improved from that point in any capacity. Yes, there arpakistanblogs.blogspot.comRead Full Post
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