The fool that I am
From the Blog Speak Your Mind!!!: The fool that I am - Normal 0 false false false MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:”Table Normal”; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:”"; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:”Times New Roman”; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} I have been bothered by 2, 3 things & I think it's about time I should talk about it on the blog. Of course it's not tough on me to talk about personal stuff, but few questions are taken very badly & people get queer ideas about you. Anyway the question is: what if nobody ever wants to have sex with you? And all through your life not even for 2 minutes you felt that anyone has ever wanted you – that's a very bad feeling. I know it's hard to believe that one has a hard time finding anyone of the sort, but it happens with people. It has happened with me. And yes I don't like useless admirers. I mean what good is an admirer who just looks at you & never bothers to talk! And then there are people who just give you 101 hints but marry someone else. It's so easy to call an actor idiot for falling in love with fakers, sycophants & bitches. I also have liked such bastards. I wish I had been as shallow as I paint myself to be when I talk about looks, but the fact is I am not & I don't want to go into details. I'm not even sure if I liked them, cause I had a feeling all along that I was growing old. I had my last crush when I was 29. I guess once you're in your 30s, you stop torturing yourself & thank God for that! I was just thinking that there was no mental compatibility or connection…in spite of that, I gave myself severe headaches. I had been quite inspired by Indian movies & I totally believed in that pure form of love. I was an utter fool. By the time, I was 13 I thought I was in love. Thanks to rejection, I plunged into depression for years. I don't have regrets as such, because once you tell someone how you feel & even if that person says no, you don't feel bad about it at the end of the day. But I don't feel great either. I had 4 lousy crushes & that is too much of a burden on me. I was friends with all the wrong people. I liked all the wrong people. A year ago I discovered that a fucking bitch made friends with me for a personal motive & that proved once again that I'm still a fool. I was 18 when my elder sister used me for her marriage & very conveniently discarded when she used me. My best friend (the person who talked to me on the 1 st day of school) turned out to be a strange kind of bitch. We were friends for more than 18 years or so. I hate it when people call me intelligent. This is all so fucked up. I don't like it. . Read Full Post
Facebook can be dangerous!
From the Blog Wisdom From Books: Facebook can be dangerous! - 'You are fired' 'Why Sir – What is the reason? I have not done anything wrong. How can you do that to me?' 'You applied for a week's sick leave and furnished doctor's certificate' 'Yes sir' 'But we found your pictures at Jumairah beach Dubai, at Ibn-e-batuta mall and emirates mall. Further you did travel on . Read Full Post
Imran Farooq's funeral prayers tomorrow
From the Blog Karachi Metblogs: Imran Farooq's funeral prayers tomorrow - My friend live just opposite to yasinabad Graveyard and he got this form yesterday. Nice effort by our Police. . Read Full Post
The Road to APICTA
From the Blog Newsline: The Road to APICTA - Pakistani delegates won merit awards at a recent Asia-Pacific ICT ceremony in the categories of security application, e-inclusion, e-community, financial industry applications, communications and e-government. . Read Full Post
Jazz Introduces 'Chota Bundle Offer'
From the Blog ProPakistani: Jazz Introduces 'Chota Bundle Offer' - Jazz Introduces 'Chota Bundle Offer' is a post from: ProPakistani After Jazz All in One Offer , Mobilink today unveiled its chota Bundle Offer for those customers will less communication needs. With Jazz Chota Bundle you get 7 minutes and 30 SMS for a day, only for Rs. 5. The minutes will be for on-net only and SMS will be for all local mobile networks. Daily Charges: Rs. 5 plus tax Tariff: 19.5% FED apply on the above mentioned prices Minutes are for calls to Mobilink only and SMS are for all networks across Pakistan Offer will be available on all Jazz Packages except Jazz 24 Ghanta This is a limited time offer How to Subscribe: Enter *101*1*06# on mobile screen and press send Other USSD Commands: Information *101*3*06# Balance Inquiry *101*2# Terms & Conditions: In case of multiple subscriptions, the count of minutes and SMS will be added together and validity will be greater of the two subscriptions e.g. if a customer buys a bundle on 11:00 Oct 27, 2010 consumes 2 minutes and 10 SMS the same day (left with 5 minutes and 20 SMS available till 23:59 Oct 28, 2010) and buys another bundle next day 14:00 Oct 28, 2010, he will have 12 minutes and 50 SMS available till 23:59 Oct 29,2010 In case of purchase of a bundle before the expiry of previous bundle, the validities will be greater of the two but the destination of the minutes will be as per the last purchased bundle i.e. if a subscriber has bought all-in-one bundle and before the consumption / expiry of the bundle he has bought this on-net bundle, all the minutes will be converted to on-net; and vice versa. Weekly bundle and Newly launched "All in One" bundle are the other bundles to enjoy. Related posts: 60 Paisas for 30 Seconds: Ufone Super Bundle Mobilink Jazz Brings 'All in One Offer' Secret of Jazz SMS Bundle – Enjoy 2 Days in Rs. 2.79 Mobilink Takes Back Daily SMS Bundle (yes again) Jazz Brings Voice + SMS Bundle Offers Copyright © 2010 ProPakistani.PK . Read Full Post
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